11th September, 2014

slaughterhouse90210:

"Some people you just had to embrace, in some way or another, had to bite into the muscle, to remain sane in their company. You needed to grab their hand and clutch it like a downer so they would pull you into their midst. Otherwise they, walking casually down the street towards you, almost about to wave, would leap over a wall and be gone for months.” ― Michael Ondaatje, The English Patient
 

slaughterhouse90210:

"Some people you just had to embrace, in some way or another, had to bite into the muscle, to remain sane in their company. You needed to grab their hand and clutch it like a downer so they would pull you into their midst. Otherwise they, walking casually down the street towards you, almost about to wave, would leap over a wall and be gone for months.”
― Michael Ondaatje, The English Patient

 

(via SLAUGHTERHOUSE 90210)

8th September, 2014

Today was a bad day

Nothing earth-shattering or jaw dropping to relate, just the constant underlying reinforcement of the fear that I’m in over my head and don’t have the mental strength to cope

6th September, 2014

Forgot to turn my pager off last night, so naturally

I woke up to a 4 am Code Blue all-page on my one day off in 3 weeks.